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July 02 New Blog site - The comical life of AoshAlright guys, our awaiting new blog site has been up. The new URL to check is http://aoshlife.blogspot.com. I will be updating the blog over there so take a look. June 03 Moving to a new eraWell, it's time for me to move to another era of blogging. Time flies so fast and my time is about to change. This space will be ended here and continue to another environment. I'm gonna create a blog in blogspot in other words. Haha. Hope you guys look forward of it. It will be different from what I have blogged here. Prepare for surprise......
PS: will update once the new blog site is ready. September 02 It's been the story of my lifeDays after days, life can never be more stranger for me. Words cannot explain how i have pass thru all these days. In fact, the flow just goes on that way it seems. My dear life has what it becomes together with my gf and also my friends. Relationship has reach 2 years and it never been so ever thrilling before as feelings grow togther with my gf despite any unnecessary incident. Thanks to my dearest gf for giving fully support and caring towards me for these 2 years, I think we are getting closer to the next stage and if possible the very last phase. Now only I have to struggle is the finance part to support the future that I'm going to take responsibility. That is not going to be easy.
Things changed past this one year since I ever blog it here (even though this theme is still remain the same). The politics and government policy is changing to somekind of fierce battle like cats and dogs. The pricing of all things especially petrol going up and up like crazy. People here are getting mad and mad (plenty of get up riots here and there). My office now alot of new faces, no more old ones that i used to work with last time. Technology is changing very fast until we forced to catch up like hell. Projects are getting heavier and using latest technologies that our own team are struggling. And our office is the place of monks working, guys there are getting demotivated. Microsoft Tech Ed this year is some how not that impressive compare than last year, due to the cut cost.( oh my god, Microsoft too?!?!?!)
What things haven't changed? Buger, my desktop PC still the same specs, my archery shop still the same old dirt place for business and jam in LDP highway forever sticks with cars. The price tol is the same Rm1.60 and this time the state government doesn't do anything about it. I already knew it from the start. it would be years to make the toll price drop...even only for 10 cents. But life goes on... I'm been doing payingthe toll for 2 years.
And now recently we had some small gathering with several primary school friends. We had a good steam boat called 'Good Times'. My gf enjoyed the food and so do I. Here are some photos upload for this purpose. Hehe. Hopefully we have another gathering in few months time...
And finally, my story is still up going... until next time...cheers :)
August 06 The Return of AoshIt's time to revive the spirit of own blogging mode style and the time is right now~~~
It's been a year plus since i have yet to touch my blogging, I hereby to announce the return of me.
As for a start, let me show you some photo where four of us went for a day trip. Have fun with those.The journey continues....
December 15 Business, Farewell, PartiesOh yeah!~~ I got time to write this blog once again. This month is really full with events, day by day. Life never gets bored with these especially with my friends, my colleagues and don't forget my lovely sweetheart, miss Fan!!~~
How shall i start? well let's start from the beginning of this month. On 1st Dec, i'm proud to announce everyone here that the archery shop business is officially opens! Hurray! I brought my sweetheart here for the openning ceremony, lotsa people there, eating and drinking as well as trying the new sports, archery...shoot, shoot. Since it was opening ceremony, everyone here can play it for free! Even my sweetheart tries a several times. (pretty bad shooter)
 Next, 3rd Dec, I and my sweetheart went to my boss place for his newly born baby. Then after that we went to PC Fair to browse thru all the latest items and cheapest price. I ended up buying MP4 player for my sweetheart. It's quite a long walk around KLCC and went back late night. Phew~~
Next, there are a number of farewell this month, and so far 2 of them just bye bye from my company. Miss PJ last day was at 12 Dec, my mentee also farewell on 14 Dec. There are coming more...means more expenses on the food..
 . CHAM~~~Next, alot of my friends birthday fall on this month. My sweetheart is one of them. We were eat at New Paris restraurant (great food) to celebrate her birthday on 13 Dec. Don't forget my friend Mr J also fall on 14 Dec for his birthday.. but we celebrate him earlier on 11 Dec.
Finally, today...i write this blog to tell you all. Well, that's all i gonna write today. More to come onwards..see ya October 18 Bring me some lightoh dear, it been months i have touch my blog. Frankly, i been busy doing my work and my studies. My company is going to be restructuring with new strategic plans for 5 years, lots of my colleagues leave from the company, getting seldom to go out for lunch, exam is coming near, assignment submission is coming near, struggling on my financial difficulty, running an operational archery shop for nights, helping my GF( i will intro you at the last) on any matters, and celebrating many friends birthdays. Phew! what a month!
And yet, i'm still alive... still working on the same company, but put more workload and things getting worse in this working environment. Guess I have to endure working until either my Master studies complete or better working environment has improved. I have been handling 4 projects and now i'm doing less coding but more on deployment tasks. Guess i going to be promoted into another position soon or else...!!!! Gym and guitar class also i have to stop due to my pocket money going to be empty soon and on and on.... Now only concerntrate my investment on the archery shop. Hopefully the shop will be officially open soon by end of this year.
There is a fight between me and ms PJ and there is an involvement with ms SY for thier friendship. I lose ms PJ friendship but gain more friendship on ms SY due to this fight incident. Thanks ms SY for supporting me and being your good true friend
 . And for ms PJ, i hope she get my message clearly and understand on what i'm trying to say no matter who is right or wrong. Enough of that, let me intro you my little sweetheart here, miss Fan. She used to be work same company with me recently for few months. Last month she leave this company as the company retrench some staffs...curse that downsizing event. Anyway, she is really supporting me and giving me some light on me. Well, i have to stop here and resume my work. Bye then! July 31 Vast Long Great TripIt's been a very long time I have ever touch my damn blog here. And now I'm back with fresh mind, fresh guy ( still the same old me, anyway). Well, these 2 months I have been gone 2 great trips. One is Redang trip and another one is Pangkor trip.
I went Redang trip around mid June and that was fantastic trip I ever been, especially this is my first time ever go with friends. I have been gone vacations with my family, so this is it. A good experience fun and adventure with friends. Good thing that my best friend, Mr B, invite me to this great trip and we had alot fun there although there is some abit of wasted nights. During that time, World Cup still on the move, we had 2 things in minds that is fun in beach and football, hahaha. The main activity we ever done was snorkeling. Damn, it was fun and great experience. Can able to see fishes and beautiful ( some dead) corals to look at. And also fun feeding with those fishes (not fun when bitten by the fish). There are alot of good chicks with bikinis, worth to watch and enjoy, haha... not that i'm kinda perv here. Alot of photos were taken as well, I got some photos to share while at the beach.... waiting for the photos during snorkeling from one of friend.
So much of Redang thingy, let's talk about Pangkor. It was my company trip, 3 days 2 nights. Not much lively as Redand , but a very good place for relax... after working so hard for these few months. Thanks for that new project from Wawasan Open University, now we can abit escape from the nightmare. (But now I'm facing back again
 . Back to the trip, we had 2 nights of drinking session, and one of the night, i got drunk until someone got to bring me up to the hotel room, haha. Too bad for me. Not much beach activities, but managed to go with speed boat and banana boat (which dun have chance to do riding at Redang though). Same goes to here, I'm share with you some photos during Pangkor trip as well, hehe.Well, that's all for my 2 months gone away trip. Oh ya, before I end here, let me introduce a special person here, miss Fan. U might able to see her in the photos if u can  . Hope I will tell u all more about it. Bye then~~~April 09 Tom, Dick and Harry (Our trio version)While still doing on the little so called novel, i just thought of putting on what happen just recently. The title sounds familiar to you, anyway? well, if u heard of these familiar names in together, well yes, i am in that kind of situation (i Guess....-.-')
My friend Mr B and mr K, including me ....become the tiro version of Tom, Dick and Harry. According to the story of tom, dick and harry, they have greater weakness and little strength, each has different, but they work together as cover up their weaknesses. Well, we have this similiar but not in terms of handicap, but own mind of thinking and goals.
We always have our yum cha session every weekends, sometimes play at cyber cafe or even at house to do some great activities. Recently, we had our big discussion on business. Mr B and Mr K had a great debate on Multi level marketing, I was listening. I'm not a great talk while Mr B and Mr K have great speech and opinion. Then Mr K and I have talk about archery and the investment on archery market. Mr B not interested in terms of the physical activities. You will be rarely see him doing any physical activities. Mr B and I have great talks on PC and arcade stuffs. Again, as for Mr K is less interested in those kind or not really into these.
So let's make this as summary of it, well not really that accurate or what.... it looks like a bit of how does Tom, Dick and Harry does. As conclusion, Mr B have great communication and knowledge, while Mr K have great physical and communication and as for me, great physical and knowledge.
But anyway, it is not 100% true, but it seems it so alike..well, from time to time, we might changed, well who knows we might be better...or as usual same.... or become worse. Even though we are going to do something for a change, 3 of us are doing for the same purpose for our live...that is work together as one trio team.... in Tom, Dick and Harry way. hehe... well, guess i stop here. See ya! March 13 Goodbye 22, Welcome 23One year has passed away, and my birthday just over few days ago. It was that day full with mix feeling... happy, sad, exciting, lonely, quiet, cheerful and boredom. Well, i did have a very early birthday one week before my real birthday comes. I thought it was just a school gathering, but end up they celebrate my birthday. No wonder my appearance is very important to the gathering. It was fun though, able to meet them again and talk many stuffs.
During my birthday, My first ex-gf ask me out to celebrate my birthday, at the same time, helping her to look for her things. Since i was nothing to do, so go ot with her... at least she spend me pizza
 . Thanks LF for treat. Anyway, we go out just like normal, just like old times when we were together. I do still think of Ms PJ somehow, for no reason it come out my mind. Makes me dunno how to live on and what i should do. From time to time, I could be completely lost. But somehow, i knew some people try to support me and acknowledge who i am. When last saturday, which i turn to 23... i say goodbye to my own 22 self and bring 23 on me to move on. Many wonderful and sorrow happenings when i'm 22. Hope i can do better this year. And my wish is....... February 21 The return of OtakunWell, let's face it. I'm back to single and the feeling on the real smell of bachelor is here. Many good and bad happening. And it is my second time of turning back to the one i always been.... alone, lonely, and despair. All these years i have been build up on what i have become. Well, perphas to be Otakun as it was.
So what is Otakun? Otakun is in japanese word which describe a person who always has a crazy collection in his\her room. Probably stay most of time in the room. Well, I'm like that type i guess. Just after i watched finish the JDrama,Densha Otoko, recommended by my best friend, Mr B, I realise what type i am..haha. Although i'm not fully Otakun, i am always myself.
What happen to ms PJ? I hope she's fine. Many heart broken incident, even i say it out that i shouldn't said. Good moments was only like a dream. Even she become too cold to me recently. She say she didn't trust me, and i wonder why. But I can't be her normal friend, there's something wrong. Something wrong about her. I dunno why. Many unanswer from her, and many questions i have which i can't comply. Words i reply is not what i think. Maybe i can't be able to express, maybe i turn them down, maybe nothing.
However, all these moments, good or bad...i don't intend to forget them. There are my memories. That's why many friends say to me that I still remember all those incidents, funny things during small times. I treasure them. Even the most saddest moment cause i learn from them to make myself stronger. That is what i believe..... January 18 Power OverloadedThis is my first of seeing things happening, it happens on yesterday evening. Our office got power surge and there goes our work production. It's all happen when i feel something weird about the lights. The lights which suppose to be off, turns on....and get brighter and brighter. No one realise it why. Until the lights in sudden off, well the next sequence as follows, the airconds shutdown, the rest of the lights trip off, then our PC off, one of collegue's laptop power adapter burn off, another one's big monitor burn off, and another one PC also burn off, what a show. Then everyone of us, run out of the room because can't stand the smell. But I like Mr.L reaction when he saw his power adapter brun out just like that. Big eyes and open big mouth while stunning just like never seen before. Haha.
I just thought it happen on our department, but I see alot of staff running around up and down. Few of them got panic. Looks like it really emergency situation. I heard that other department, software department has burned at least 6 monitors, even one or more servers burn, as what they suspect. Well, everyone can't do nothing much, so we end up go back early at 6PM. Mr.L doesn't feel like going home that early coz he normally go back very late like 7 or 8. And I was feel unwell that time, I go back home, eat abit of dinner, took 2 pills of Panadol and ZZzzzzzzzz around 8.
Then the next day, which is today, i could guess that everyone wondering whether they still go to work or not in this kind of situation. Yup, the main power is off, and we have our own sweet time to relax. And we have lunch much much earlier....around 11.30am, and almost half of the staff are going to One U shopping complex to kill time until 2PM. Haha, they all can syok syok shopping, eating and walk around for such a long duration time. After Lunch, the power is back to normal and we work as usual.
Anyway, the best part is that the truth behind the power surge. The power surge was not caused by its nature. It was caused by the thieves which our manager and few staff thinks that they are from TNB people at the sub power station which is just opposite our office building. The funny part is one of my collegue go and chit chat with them and discuss about the power surged. This is happen yesterday evening after the power overloaded incident. Those thieves stole the stabilizer which is somekind of copper and they are valuable...those people are really desperated. Once those stabilizer removed, all the sudden over power hit to our office....and other industry in the same area...causes alot of damages and losses.
Well, I guess that's all about it. Tomorrow will be back as normal....dull and boring working days..hope there's more funny happening coming..Ciao! January 10 New Resolution on 2006Hey there, it's already year 2006, a brand new year. Yaya, i know it's abit late to publish this blog, but I'm quite busy these days...even this year I would be busier than the last year. Phew! Well this is what I have achieved last year: - Get a contract programmer job (actually at Dec 2004) There are many happenings in last year, including my relationship which is already torn apart. Many sweet and bitter memories during a short time, but things will go on. I have made my word to do something better for this year. Yup, this year 2006 I'm going to make a bigger resolution, better than last year. So this is what i intend to do for this year: - Invest something small to medium scale to make money Haha, that's all i'm going to do this year. Dunno whether i can achieve all this but at least i try my best. So i wish good luck to me and to you all for your new resoultion in year 2006. Au revior! January 03 When important things smashed into piecesHi there, it is the time everything become turns ugly. The triangle love tragedy is about to end in a very suffering ending. I was quite tired that day. I, ms PJ and Mr E, were felt the same way. Somehow, our broke up was in sudden and Mr E were trying to get her back. Maybe both ms Pj and Mr E didn't know, but I felt is like he taking my role of responsibilty of taking care of her. I dunno why he doing this to me. Why must he ruin my responsibilty and stealing all my plans? Why can't he let her go when someone wants to change her life on her own? Well, i know he didn't meant to do that to me... he did it naturally because of her.
For all this, my confidence were low, being frame for not taking her all the time, the pressure of stealing my time with her to him. The comeback of him from Europe is a really big impact, and 'sabotage' our realtionship...well, my existence of this realtionship. I dunno what he wants to do, doing those things to her without my knowlegde...fell like i am not exist in this world sometimes.
Anyway, my heart was totally smashed on that day, hurt like something pierce me. so my message to Mr E, no matter what her or my decision, please respect and don't try the same mistake or the problem we suffer will never end. I was able to try to make things change... so does Ms PJ. Only left MR E still unchanged.
That's all what i expressed. The rest, let the fate decide on us. November 22 The 1 week holidayHi there again and I have long time haven't touch my blog since i was extremely busy with my work. The product is going to launch soon and i'm glad it is going to end soon as i write my blog here. Well, there are many happening since last month until now.... let's start talking about my one week holiday during deeparaya.
My family went to Genting Highland for holiday. We able to book for 2 nights, and that's short time. On the 2nd day we went to the Casino. My sister was under 21 but we manage to bring her in. Hehe. I was try to play one of the game in Casino to try my luck. Fortunately, I won about RM30, yeah..enough to buy some sounevir for Ms PJ.
After staying at Genting Highland, we went to Seremban, our second home. The main activity was suppose to be going to Pedas, a hot spring. But then, my family say next day, next day, then end up lazy to go there. haha. So everyday, we play Mahjong as our main activity.
Guess I can't remember any happening on my holiday actually. Well, there's more happening after my holiday, but i gotta stop here. Got to work.See ya! October 24 Back to the feeling where we belongBusy days as always, it's quite a long while when my work got piled up, got assignment to finished and exam is coming soon. The worst nightmare is my broadband at home cannot use!! It's been a week and i'm so bored that i couldn't surf net or download some good stuff at home. I keep on calling that %#$@ service center to fix that right. Well, alot of happenings these few weeks ago.
On 15 Oct, my close friend Mr.B, having his birthday party at his house, a BBQ party. Most of those who come for the party are mostly his ex-colleges. We had a great party, Mr.C got his fruit song to show us, and game for everyone to play... with alcohol..hehe. I was so unlucky, have to drink 3-4 times. I was 3 times champion... the last drink, i cannot tahan, therefore I KO... out of the game... in fact i'm the first one who is out of the game. Mr.B was so great, he drank nearly same amount as me and yet he still not fully drunk. Not like me, my whole body was fully red. I can feel my heart beat even faster and ready to puke at Mr.B's luxury toilet. And then Mr.KL, another friend of mine, just arrived. And that time already midnight, and everyone want to chow. And I was sleeping on the sofa when he was there. Well, i got to stay his house overnight and i sleep on the mattress which is very cramp between his big bed and the cupboard. It was 3.00 am. Me, Mr.B and 3 other guys sleep in his room. We woke up around 11am, and my head and my body still hanging. So that whole sunday, i was way sleeping until the night. Whole day i was thinking about this triangle love and it's very painful as 3 of us having hard time for each other. I was afraid of Miss PJ's decision somehow.
Then on monday, Mr.E, Miss PJ's ex bf, have already give up.... I guess she told him on our relationship which makes him think that we do this and do that kind of stuff. So he want to see us during lunch. Actually that day is our monthly couple day and we decided to take lunch together...just 2 of us. But we decided to go out with him anyway. Miss PJ says that he's look different and the feeling getting weird when going out with him. Somehow I feel something not right but I will just play it on.
Well, Miss PJ and I now were abit of relieve, the triangle love was just over. I still love her as always, support her and help her from any angle. Well, all I need is to get back the feeling that we were in months ago. Now we are, and this is the feeling where we belong. September 28 Darkest Hour, Complicated HeartIt's blog time again and things happening around me have just begun. Well, something bad has already happen. I'm getting the heavy pressure for all the stuffs that i need to achieve. What's the most nightmare is that, Ms PJ's ex bf is back to malaysia. He's trying to get her back from me and we both getting worried. I think I worried the most. Haih..... pressure, pressure... He's getting my nerves...keep on calling her, makes me a hard time to chat with her. Everytime she talks about him, my mind is about to blow...... that's it, end conversation... and a big silent... It seems that Ms PJ like to so much about him rather than us. Well, that's something i couldn't part of them as they were been together for so long and we are only 2 months together.
Well, I dunno what she's thinking and she doesn't want to stop him chasing her, or rather say she dun want to hurt him....which hurts me alot. I could just rant and tell her to ignore him, forget him or whatever to make him give up on her. But it could hurt her the most...as well as her ex bf. haih.... what to do... let the darkest hour goes by.... where the pains flows. I dunno when can i hold longer? Thinking of this makes feel so down...
Ah well, hope darkest hour fly away. But the bad feeling not end here, sometimes i still doubt about her whether she still really love me or not. Every time i ask her what she wants, she always repsonse such as 'Dunno', 'up to u', 'it is ok for me','dun wan',etc. i feel that all her likings is being influence by her ex-bf.... 'I like whatever u want' that kind of expression. She doesn't seem to express her feelings to me when face to face. At least i tried to, but i feel like i expressing my feelings to myself. Maybe she needs time, and my heart is getting complicated. She wish me to express what inside my heart, but something i afraid to express and there are, one, hurt her heart; two, hurt myself; three, hurt both of us; four, she needs more time ( i have doubt she will); five, she wil give nice response and that is 'dun wan' or 'oh' or just nodded her head; six, talking to myself; seven, i being selfish; and eight, she tries to change the topic and talk about his ex bf or make a long silent in the conversation ( and i start my daydreaming).
Well, i guess i stop here. If ms PJ read this, i dun mind she scold me, correct me or whatever. At least i got her response ( and i will have no doubts on her). probably 'Nolah' or 'i dun do like that oh' or just blame me for not doing my job as bf. See ya! September 19 Enchance the living of wisdomBack to blogging time, right now I am in the office. I didn't take my lunch as i was rushing to my college to submit my assignment..phew! luckily Ms PJ was accompany me during lunch break. Well, Ms PJ is going to move to Puchong by next week. Once she move there, we can able to meet each other ...hehe...
 ... and everyday fetch her to work and back home. At least we could save some money in that wayAnyway, my friend,Mr B has just left to Aust yesterday for attending convocation... and another friend, Mr KM just come back here from UK few days ago. Looks like we have one more 'kaki' for yum cha. Cheers!! I have long time never see him for years.. Now Mr KM will ask the girls that we had met since primary school to join us for yum cha. Yeah, it could another gathering for primary school again.
Well, gotta stop here. I'm still doing my work and I"m in the office!! So see u all then! Adios!
August 03 The Busiest Drama On the RunHey there, another week of busy things to do. Until I have no time to write blog on weekends, all clashed with my date with miss PJ. haha. So today, I'm free for a moment...write a blog here in the office. Now I'm alone in the office currently, the rest of my collegue went to Putrajaya for some biggest event ever had (I think so) for tomorrow. Guess I will be going there as well tonight... after my master class. Things will be getting more busy, will be no time to spend with miss PJ as well. Miss PJ also having training for this week and next week. *Sigh*
Anyway, last week was also quite busy and alot things happening. One of the staff is leaving so soon last friday. He just work there for 2 weeks only!! Then he cabut. Suppose I have lunch with ms PJ alone for last thursday, but my supervisor inform me last minute that I will attend a training at that thursday. I was like....'What?!?!' that kind of expression. Even miss PJ also shocked. That's what I'm leave her alone..hahaha...she's lonely there. Even weekend, there's suppose to have bowling event for our company but postponed. Another chance flying away to meet miss PJ on weekend. Plus I got class on weekends as well. Meeting her up will be getting hard to make. *Sigh*
So far so good, my best friend, has come back to malaysia. Woo-hoo, we will have our greatest fun. He is back with great stuff, powerful stories to tell and more happenings on the run. Hope everything is in good condition. And I will write more on the next run...so see ya again, everybody!!! July 25 Relationship goes onHi everybody, today I'm writing here at my office. Suppose I should write it yesterday but was too busy chatting with my new GF, Miss PJ by phone. We chat about 3 hours whole night...haha. Anyway, our realtionship still goes on. It's been a week since our first date. I'm still happy with her now. Besides that, i promise to her that i will give her 4 things. There are loving, caring, happiness and memories. Hope I can deliver them to her and maintain our relationship.
Alot things need to be done. And might be having hard time to get accompany her as I have just started my new Master module recently. Then my friend will be back next week from Australia, having his great stuff to show me. Hehe...
So, it will be a toughest period time for me. I gotta stop here and resume my work now, haha. Well then, see you all again!! Adios!
July 17 It's A Heaven's DayHello again! As for today, I have a date with Miss PJ and it turn out quite great!~~~. And what the most surprise is that she were waiting for my action to chase her. When come to think of it, I didn't make any move since then until she give me alot chances or some guidelines to me. I'm such a loser. If she didn't give me chances or make my move on her, She will find another, and i will never ever forgive myself ><~~~~~~
Anyway, the date was very successfully, we went to Midvalley and watch Fantastic Four, it was quite a good movie, we both enjoy. The lunch was good too, and we did alot of walking.... holding hands together. I really want to take picture of us using Printshop but there are no more at the arcade, so too bad.
Well enough for that, I dun wan to write too much on my love here...it's getting making me more embrassed to write more ...
...haha... See you again in the next journey.. |
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